I wanted to share with you something that has been going on with me. Something that has had the most profound, most intense impact on my life, and has altered my entire perception of life.
This something is the discovery of my chakras.
The ability to FEEL my chakras. Literally. Physically. Intensely.
I have to be honest and say that whenever I talk about this out loud to people, I feel really awkward. When I mention that I can feel my chakras spinning and vibrating, the words that fall out of my mouth sound clumsy and somewhat stilted. I don’t like telling people about it, because when I do, it sounds so much less profound than it actually is.
In fact it sounds a little… weird.
Let me back up.
It all started when I was introduced to an amazing man, who you can find here. I was fortunate enough to be graced with his beautiful guidance and support whilst I was transitioning through a rather rocky patch in my life about 2 years ago.
One evening he gave me an energetic healing. It lasted a few moments, and I felt nothing. But the next day I was an entirely different being. I felt light, confident, happy, and calm. I was walking around in a state of bliss until the most amazing thing happened …
…I felt my ego/lower-self start to creep back in.
I actually felt it as though it was an entirely separate entity from me. I felt a physical sensation of something rising within my body. Something completely separate from ‘me’.
Since then, things have unfolded in my life that have blown my mind. I’m not sure if you can tell from the outside. I’m not sure if you can tell just by knowing me. But my inner landscape has changed dramatically.
My next stepping stone was meeting Belinda Davidson.
Belinda has changed my life in a massive way. I knew a little about my chakras, but it was all theory, and I don’t know if I deeply, TRULY believed in my energetic field. I’m not sure. Maybe I did, but I guess I always assumed it would remain theory.
I decided to do a White Light retreat with Belinda, after seeing countless people who I admire online gush about their experiences with this highly intuitive woman. What happened in that White Light retreat was something I will never forget. I lay down for the first session, expecting perhaps to feel a sense of calmness or relaxation. What actually happened was entirely something else.
It started pretty much on the hour. Right on time. A feeling of whirling and buzzing starting at my feet. The sensations got stronger and stronger as they moved up through my body. This was not a subtle sort of feeling. These were strong vibrations. Almost scary. I say scary because it was so physical. So unexpected. In fact I had to tell myself a couple of times not to freak out, because it was happening from a good place, not bad.
I had wondered before the session how I would know when it was over. But there was no need to worry about that. I felt, at EXACTLY the one hour mark, that I was being laid gently back down on the bed, and then everything fell silent.
Nothing would ever be the same after that.
My entire experience of the world had changed. But I didn’t really tell many people about it. How can you verbalise something like that ? It just wouldn’t sound ‘true’.
I then enrolled in Belinda’s School of the Modern Mystic, which was absolutely amazing. But I desired even more, and so I booked in personal coaching with Belinda. Again, this was life changing.
In the first session, Belinda spoke to me about my past lives and the wounds that were in my various chakras. I cried that night, and all the next day. Grieving for myself, for my past selves. Then I found a sense of massive empowerment. I was able to understand myself on a whole new level. A deep level. I understood why I interacted in the world the way I did. I found a new sense of gentleness with myself.
Speaking with Belinda that night was the first time, ever, where I felt truly seen and heard. She saw me as I was. All of it. The good and the bad. The truth of it. What an amazing woman.
In the meantime, whilst all of this was going on, I received a distance Reiki by Sara Brooke, which (again) blew my mind.
The information she wrote for me was so specific and so accurate. Sara quickly then became my Reiki teacher, as I went through Reiki training L1 and L2 (about to embark on L3 this weekend).
Sara taught me how to channel healing energy, and to my surprise it felt very natural to me. It felt ‘normal’ to connect energetically with people, and I easily felt my palms pulse with healing light.
So, here I am, with all these things going on, when my chakras start making themselves known. I started feeling them constantly. Again, not as subtle feelings that I had to strain to experience, but huge vibrations and whirlings.
My base chkara started going off the charts – whirling out of nowhere all throughout the day. Each chakra felt different, from a base-like buzz to a quick, light spin. Some I felt stronger than others, but there they all were.
I liken it a bit to being pregnant. There you are, with a baby in your belly, and it feels both alien and yet completely natural at the same time.
This is what beginning to experience my chakras felt like. The most natural thing in the world, but my head was often filled with thoughts like “What the hell??”
Meditating on your chakras (which simply involves drawing your awareness and attention to the chakra point) is so beautiful. It feels blissful. My chakras spinning FEELS nice. It is a pleasant sensation. I can feel them now as I write this.
It feels sort of like a ball of energy, spinning very fast in all directions. It feels solid, like an orb.
So now I am strapping myself in for a crazy 6 months, as I enroll in L2 training with Belinda, as well as 3A reiki with Sara.
And YOU, my friend, I want you to know that if I can learn how to tune in and feel my chakras, then YOU can too.
My Chakra Bonding Suggestions
This has been the most amazing journey, and it excites me to no end to know that it is only the beginning. If you feel even the slightest inclination, I urge you to delve deep into connecting with your energetic body and the magic that results.
It’s beautiful, and I truly wish for everyone to experience the radiance of light that they really are.